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water (my own sin)
04:27
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i thought it couldn't get any harder
i started trudging through deeper waters
polluted by debris brought upon by me
i won't let go
i won't give in
i'll inhabit my own sin
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faith
03:31
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i'm tired of making friends that i can't keep
making decisions that cause me to lose sleep
bottomed out, i succumb to defeat
and i'm waking up on the floor
just wishing for something more
feels like my life is stuck on repeat
im wasting
thoughts in my head rearranging
waiting for something to save me
i can't rely on my faith
nothing's changing
days pass me by but i'm patient
holding out hope, i'm mistaken
i can't rely on my faith
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sad song
01:30
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am i stupid or desperate?
i can't tell the difference when i come crawling back to you
begging right at your doorstep
you let me back in and i opened back up
then you threw me back out
and all the doors just slammed shut
was it a waste of trust or just my hope shining bright
that if you got back on top it won't be just for tonight
you took all of the light i had left in my eyes
and you dimmed it all out in a bitter demise
it's just a sad song
in two keys that don't work
you can sing it how you want but those aren't the right words
it's just a sad song
with no hint of a smile
the notes just drag on
they sustain for a while
it's just a sad song
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guidance
03:37
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and if i'm lost
maybe you could provide me guidance
maybe we could get lost together by the night's end
and if you don't have to be home by a certain time
maybe we could stay out late and lose our minds
and if i'm lost i don't want to be lost in silence
and if you're lost
with no purpose i'll help you find it
no matter what it costs
whatever it takes i won't mind it
and if you don't want to burden people with your hopes and dreams
just know you'll never be a burden to me
if you're lost i won't let you be lost in silence
no more pain
you're finally safe with me
and if it's wrong you can make this mistake with me
our lives are songs that we sing in different keys
but in this moment something finally sounds right to me
and if you're lost at least you're lost with me
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friction
02:24
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this friction's wearing me down
grain by grain to rubble
this feeling's lingering around
fleeting away, it's a struggle
to keep my head up high
get by
decide what's right for me
to power through i try to do the best i can to stay
constriction's wearing me out
under the weight i crumble
searching for what can't be found
to lead me away before i stumble
i keep my head up high
get by
decide what's right for me
to power through i try to do the best i can to stay
this friction's wearing me down
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waves
03:04
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it comes and oes in waves that crash
and it fades away
the riptide pulls me in all directions
further from land
i'll let the currents take me
swallow me whole and separate me from my friends
i'll close my eyes and drift away
they'll never see me again
they come and go in phases
and they are crawling back just as planned
but second chances slip through the spaces
between my fingers like sand
and apologies regurgitated mean little to me in the end
so i'll close my eyes and drift away
they'll never see me again
at long last i've found peace
or some sort of reason
to fall back into my place
and i'm struggling to find recourse
or some sort of reason
to crawl back to you again
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7. |
medicine
03:30
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the final straw that overloads
the things i've tried but can't disclose
my broken mind can only hold so much
so much
a fatal flaw inside i've found
i don't feel right, coming unwound
i've always known i wouldn't amount to much
to much
eternally yearning for rest
eternally burning to death
i swallowed all my medicine
i heard it knock i let it in to take me
and tell my friends i never meant o cause them pain
or better yet, don't mention this to them
i never know what to say
i never know what to say when
it's all falling apart in front of our faces
don't know why i stay the same
don't know why i stay the same when
i'm giving all i can
but nothing changes
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